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This is http://www.essayz.com/a9405221.htm Previous-Essay <== This-Essay ==> Following-Essay Click HERE on this line to find essays via Your-Key-Words. {Most frequent wordstarts of each essay will be put here.} ========================================================== %EGO SEPARATE COLLUSIVE SELF DISHONEST DEFENSE EVIL+940522 %ANALYTIC UNDERSTAND MANIPULATE CONTROL OBJECTIVE+940522 %KNOWLEDGE SCIENCE TECHNOLOGY SUBJECT VICTIM EVIL 940522 It is ironic how we conceive ourselves to be separated entities---interacting with each other in defensive efforts to achieve the security which we rejected by excommunicating ourselves from our selves and each other in our conceptions of ourselves as essentially separate from each other, and from any transcendent spirit of unity, truth and love. In our frustrated attempts to be independent separate entities we join together in coercive collusive games of mutual self deception---in which we are perversely dependent upon each dishonest other to respect our interdependent dishonest conceptions of ourselves as independent creatures---who stand back from every thing and person; and judge it without reflexivity, passion or affection. We are so "successful" in our efforts that it does not seem strange to us to regard ourselves and each other as essentially complex objects which are best understood and controlled through objective analysis and impersonal manipulations. Our deceptive egos were born of our conceptions of ourselves as essentially separated beings---capable of existing eternally as separated beings---even though we are not aware of any eternal past, or of the process of our own conception as isolated beings. By the dishonest nature of our egoistic conceptions and by the collusive rules which covered them and govern us now, our egos can not survive the revelation of how they were conceived and how they continue to survive by virtue of our collusive games of mutual self deception which are devoid of true virtue. Our egos do not seek truth, honesty, intimacy, love, personal integrity or communal integrity---for our egos would not survive a successful search for such threats to their survival. Our apparent objectivity and abilities to understand, predict and control have been bought at the price of personal and communal integrity. Because our fears paralyze us, we do not love ourselves, each other, truth, honesty, intimacy, or integrity---and will not do so until we together decide that we do not like our present ways; and so decide to change our minds and our purposes through cooperative efforts which reveal how essentially inter-connected we are in a universe which in its conception was essentially one in a singular time, place and being. (c) 2005 by Paul A. Smith in (On Being Yourself, Whole and Healthy) ==========================================================